BRIGHT VACHIRAWIT CHVAAREE

Well.... reality always kicks in. Bright and Win are actors acting in a gay series. Well, its a super series now. Congratulations to them. Many says its their chemistry that makes this couple so attractive. I say its a lot more than that. Everything has to sync and most importantly both of them must break the barrier and accept each other in order to have that kind of chemistry. I totally LOVE it.

Then out of a sudden A girlfriend came in the picture. Bright has a girlfriend. Hmmm.... i acknowledge that he has a girlfriend (Hesitantly). A girlfriend comes in the picture in the middle of the HYPE? Its just a  killjoy and BAD for publicity. Not only Bright's, but WIN's and the whole PRODUCTION. Imagine all the fantasy, publicity & and hope they built up with this series and when its near ejaculation? a girlfriend comes in. I'm sorry but why fill up the mug with liquid gold and then pour it away? Well frankly i do respect his personal life. Keep it low for now though. 

My selfish thoughts.

I must say the girl is pretty. The girl is just a regular pretty girl you can find elsewhere. I'm quite disappointed that what Bright chooses wasn't exclusive or at least on par with his reputation. If Win could be in the competition, I think Win Metawin is totally at a different realm. As a guy, he is luxury. He is elegant, charismatic, classy, and i must say beautiful. He just has this bubble of respected Charismatic Elegance surrounding him. How should i put this?... It's like comparing Kate Middleton(Win Metawin) & Nicki Minaj(that gurl)

LOCKdown GOODNESS OVERDOSE

#BRIGHTWIN #2GETHERTHESERIES

I AM BLOODY OBSESSED WITH #BRIGHTWIN!!! Because of the lock down. I have  no where to go, but to search for my own entertainment. I have been binge searching everything about Brightwin. This is so crazy. My youtube suggestions are all about these two guys and their lives. I have been following their LIVE at Youtube and FB. Its like i'm living a life with only two of them in it!! 

I know its not healthy. At normal times i will go to work and my mind would focus on something else. Now? I'm obsessed. I got angry and feisty because i found out one of the guy actually has a girlfriend in real life. I do register that these are "RIDICULOUS" in my mind but still i'm feeling sour heartaches and tears. 

The only healthy thing i got out of this is that i Lost 4kg after 12 days of rope jumping. WHY? Because i want to be at least same weight as them. 

I wish ill be okay soon. These fantasy is too much. Its good to dream but when it affects your dreams and sleep? it has to mellow down. 

LOCKDOWN GOODNESS

Well too bad im not stuck here with a guy. SAD. Ive been following this Thai BL series that really makes me think.

Im thinking they are 21 and 22 years old. They are successful in a series. I'M 38.9 years old.  WTF and im nothing!!!! These are the difference between a good foundation and foundationless. Children these days have a good start. i didn't own a computer till i'm in Form five (which is 18yr). Kids these days are touching screens just after 18 months. Education came earlier in their lives therefore they understands fact of life way earlier than me. Hence they understands being prepared earlier in life are essential. Imagine what wonders they can do. They have so much more years in their expense. 

Well feeling shitty reminds me of Jordan Peterson. he said..To improves lives. start with cleaning your own room first. There is much truth in that. I have to start somewhere. So i chose to exercise and clear my fats first. I did jump rope everyday and i lost 3kg now. Jumped rope for 9days already i think. I think i officially started jumping on the 1st of April. Hope i can continue till below 70kg at least. 

So in a way i hope this lock down will be extended. It's a good soul searching time. You know. Im greatly affected by Bright Vachirawit Chivaaree. I have this crazy gut feeling that im gonna thrive and be successful. Just to be able to secretly maintain his entertainment career. Hmmmm frankly speaking, i don't mind doing it. Lets see.... Dreaming BIG TIME or not?

2GETHER The Series (Im so Obsessed)

I was fixated to this series. I guess after so long... with all the oddly strangely perfect beauty. Here comes one couple that i can relate too. Both of them doesn't have the alienated beauty but its something that i felt familiar with. It's like the 70's or 80's beauty. like Cindy Crawford beauty.

           Sarawat by Bright. As i've mentioned before this guy reminds me a lot about my first crush. He has the same hair style. He is also mixed American. They have the same Arrogant swag. (Sarawat is more lovable though) So watching this series kinda makes me feels sad but savory. Its like I'm reliving this very dark moment of my life. But on the bright side, in THIS dream, the DREAM came through. Its not the sad soggy straight ending. Its the scandalous LOVE happy ending. Which made me cried like a whore.

           Do you believe in destiny? Its really beautiful how these two actors met and how even this regular production shot these two starts across the globe. 

       

   ON the side note. These two person are very high end relevance. They are visually fit for high fashion and ELITE by default. I cannot undo this thought but to really apologize to the whole set of other cast. The other cast are just not at the same league. Bright and Win just stands out. Both of them are the elite of the elites. The fact that they chose the caterpillar face guy to be a competition to Bright? It almost seems like a joke and what a mockery to SARAWAT. 

BL SERIES. TITLED : 2GETHER THE SERIES

As i was looking through my YouTube. Then i saw this guy as one of my recommended video from GMM Tv25. He was doing covers of song for a section called AFTER SIX for GMM Tv25 YouTube channel. I totally ignored it. Because he reminds me of a guy that I once knew. Anyway, I skipped it Soooo many times.  You know as human. We always hate but deep down we still wonders. So i clicked the video. I sneaked a little bit. I'm quite glad I did it. 

Caused after that then i was recommended to watch 2GETHER THE SERIES. This Guy Bright as Sarawat. I dont know if he is the same guy with the After Six but they felt the same. He looks exactly like my first crush. The hair the color and the swag. My mind has programmed to bounced away from such species after my grand dramatic experience i had with my first crush. This guy is an exact duplicate of my first crush.
So by watching this series, I unintentionally get to relive the moment of the scandalism all over again. Well at least in my mind it is. There is a very big part of me that is very SAD too while watching this series. Its more of my internal struggle really. This series also virtually made my dream comes through. WHICH i still PRAY everyday to ALL kinds of GOD. That love like that would still happen to me. 

I highly recommend everyone to watch this series, because they celebrate LOVE instead of love by gender or category. They get together because they felt LOVE for each other. A very beautiful thought. 

BRIGHT VACHIRAWIT CHIVAAREE as SARAWAT

WIN METAWIN OPAS-IAMKAJORN as TINE

What Can You DO?

A relationship really builds up after a period of interactions. Sometimes the really good looking ones turns out to be ass holes. The ugly ones turns out to be angels. I always get attracted to guys really fast and there are not enough time for me to explore. Sometimes you chat via whatsapp till it quiets off. It's really difficult to catch and hold someone tight.

After a while, i had sex the other day. I was tipsy as usual. we kissed vigorously. Just holding his penis i can feel his veins pulsed. His penis is so hard!! When i put my tongue on it? His whole shaft pulsate. hahaah.... How can a guy get so intense? It turns me on big time. The kissing got more intense and i started rimming him. Hearing him moan makes me so hard. while i rimm him i wet my hand with saliva and caress his penis head with my middle finger. Moving slowly up and down the smiley. I can feel his precum coming out and his penis gets ever so hard. Now his hips are starting to pulsate. its really ecstasy. I can feel my precum flowing non stop... After he came... he didnt let go. he continue to suck me. It must be the alcohol. i didnt cum. we fell asleep. Then i woke up in the middle of the night, In cold sweat thinking... SHIT!!!... "INFLUENZA & VIRUSES!!"
Well i had a night of seductive ecstasy and now im regretting it. Is this what thinking with your dick
meant?

A Year. TWENTY TWENTY point ONE

I didn't notiice that i've skipped a year. I didn't write anything in 2019. A gazillion stuff happened in that year. I've learnt that HEALTH is above everything. I wish everyone good or bad, to be blessed with outrageously good health. Not only this year but every year. Do start learning about what is good for you. Have some basic knowledge of vitamins and nutrition.
Enough of that. suddenly i feel like expressing stuff in here again. I wonder people still read these stuff? Can't be a Youtuber cause not beautiful. I guess this year ill be blogging. Speaking of that, guys from Grindr are very arrogant these days. I practically had none last year. Well I ate one banana and that's a scare story for another day.
I'm happy that you are reading this. Lets all be super healthy and stay healthy.

& stay horny.