It's Messy Messy Messy !

Ish!! I'm really speechless. I feel like getting on stage and start singing. Dance Uncontrollably with the mike pole. How do you stop conflicts with less explanation? I'm so tired of explaining. Thank god i don't just randomly attach pictures in my blog. At least i could feel a little bit better looking at my blog. How could something got so complicated and bloody messy when at the end the outcome is just an everyday regular matter? It's like you have to bake a loaf of bread, but you have to plant the plant to produce the flour and build the machines to bake the bread. Right from the scratch.
I think these probs gets even worst when the participants doesn't wants to give in or loose pride. EGO do kills!!!!
In this particular case it's my mom and my sisters. 

A big risk.

Thanks there, for your strong embrace Mr.Hombre. Really thanks. I needed it a lot. Don't let go till i finish crying okay. :) Aiks!! To think i'm holding up and trying to not tell anyone. Hope i could stand my own flame. :) Well, i've decided to confront my manager abaout my prob. Something happened and i screwed up some reports. Well, it burnt my manager up the wall and she's not talking about it instead just ignored me and giving strong hints that she's angry. I'm really at fault here. No one to blame. I own it up and apologise to her. By the way it's just really her to act this way. Maybe she's afraid that if she open her mouth there will be fire roaring out.  Hmmm... it has been two days. Finally i've decided to ask her to scold me. I actually want her to scold me. At least it gets out of her system and mine too. And we can work in a better condition. I guess tomorrow i'll pop the question. This tragedy here this time got me to think hard weather Should i quit my job? It hit me that, I gave up so much for this job, something that i believe in so much but this job never stops hurting me back. Time, Money. Future. Anyway i met Eric just now on my way home. He is in the most beautiful mood taday, hence he looks incredibly cute taday. Get to talk quite a lot with him and some laugh too. Well, at least there is some laugh today. :) Thanks again Mr.Hombre. You take care and everyone have a great great day ahead aight.... Cheers