Bold Move

I had sex with this guy 12 years ago. After that we didn't talk much and eventually we don't talk at all. He then further his studies and me started working and all. Few months back i saw his FaceBook in my friends FaceBook and i check it out. He is living in US now and he is married with two daughter. I had consider very long should i add him or not. Well of course you know many stuff happens in between during those years that's why we started not talking. It's not the sex. Yesterday i requested to add him. Hmmm..... he did approved. So i just text him a "Hello" text. Hmm... hopefully it would be a casual text back. It's a scary moment though...    

Have to Come Up with one

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Well, don't want to read back one day and regret i didn't write anything bout my new year celebration. I've got 3 text wishes on my phone and none from my best friends. How sad is that. I guess if anyone follows my blog and probably they would think i'm a real friends repeller. But i'm not. I'm dying to have plenty of friends. It's just the situation doesn't allow me to. Financially is stopping me and i grief over it. Go out + friends = using money. Hope that explains it. Oh... back to my new year. Eight of us ended up sitting in a lounge in a hotel. Actually i kinda enjoyed it. It was all glass wall and it's in the middle of the busiest town (where the celebration happens) so i can see flocks of people trying to get to where they want, rushing and all. So me in the ever peaceful lounge felt all peaceful and kinda fun actually. Till 11.45pm we paid and just walk outside and we can see the brilliant fireworks from KLCC. Initially we planned to go to this new gay disco but two of them say they don't feel like it. How bloody selfish is that? Anyway 15 minutes of head tilting we proceed to food. Then went home. 1 bottle of Heineken + plenty of DIM SUM. I think this is me healthiest new year celebration ever.Happy new year everyone and wish me a lot. Cause i really need many good lucks to start of this year.(fingers crossed) Don't worry people, I am going to put up a fight for my life and for everything that i believes, and i love my penis.