Im true definition i'm blind

Thats what my doctor said. I have to cut down smoking and eventually stop smoking. Well if that's for the best, i have to do it. You know every time when i go visit my doctor i secretly would have a semi hard on. Thats just so pervy of me.  It's just the environment and if there is a male nurse walks by my radar will go nuts!!!! Ha Ha.... so inappropriate. Well...... now that i have to rest at home and be good. So i have to figure out more actions in a different way. Sly May be i should order more pizzas or deliveries. At least i have some fresh lads to look at. Oh... i remember, the guy who delivers the gas are super cute.!!! Oh, imagine .... time like this i still think of guys... O I;m soooo bored!!!!

Much To Do

I just started my new job after a 20 days medical leave. It's great when i can see again. The Joy of being able to look at cute guys and i really mean gorgeous guys. On my first day to work, i see tons of cute guys and there is one who really got me ga ga. You know the ones who makes you feel breathless and your heart fainting? Anyways, can't focus much on him as i have tons of stuff to catch up with.
There are so much i have to do and so little time. There is this staff transfer program going on. They practically transfer the whole group and the other group from another outlet would come work in my store. Hopefully the ones who are coming are cute and adorable. The bad part is this. I am new and i know not much and new people are coming?? Hmmm.... I won't look good.  so there is much to do and catch up.
During my medical leave, I gain much weight without me realizing it. and whats worst is... most of my weight is on my face. Sharks!!!

Great stuff

Today isn't a bad day after all. So many great looking guys are walking around today. It's like a "Cute Guys day" Most of them are europeans and foreigners. It's great when you see some who are so casually cute and flirtyatious. A few guys actually stared at me and smiled. Mann.... too bad i'm a shy person. I don't dare to initiate anything. There is even a guy who i saw while on my way home just now, he actually gave me a shy look and scratch his bulge. Damm... it was hot cause he (i guess) is not wearing underwear. I guess so cause i can see it bouncing exceptionally. Oh god..... such temptations..... Other than that...(i think i'm hard now) i actually called up one of the boutique that i have passed my resume last week. Spoke to the manager and she says she didn't recieve any resume. No wonder she interviewed another guy last week. Then she actually ask for an immediate interview. Good thing i called :) When i went for the interview she is actually busy with some customers and she appologise and ask me to come back tomorrow instead. Well happy enough i have an appointment for the interview. ahhhaaa....... fingers crossed. Wish me all the luck guys.