Hot

 Was at 7E just now and i don't know why today i chatted quite long with him. When i reach a guy was talking with him leaning against the ice cream cooler. Then he saw me so he went away. While i was there another guy came in and wanted to chat with him. He did chat a while but that guy saw me there so he went off after a few chats. After 10 minutes, another guy came in and chat with him too, Then another. He was torn cause he don't know he should speak to which guy... ..including me. I am glad he didn't leave me to chat with them (blushing) So sweet. He just kinda chat with them a while but then he came back to chat with me leaving them there. Hahhaah Felt nice a bit but I don't wanna make him to be in a difficult situation. So i say bye and left. Hmmm...so many rivals yeah?? lolzzz...

Dirty??

It became dirty in so many ways. I am telling this story because of two reasons.. One is to hate / complaint about one of my friend and second it's really memorable...I had sex with a sort of like a hi bye friend. Well it's actually  a friend's friend's brother. I get to know him like five years years ago when he is like eighteen and i am twenty six.

The first time, we went out together is in a group. I have this habit of making sure everyone is okay sort of naturally take cares of everyone. So i think that's why the kid sort of like chat with me more.  He is just average but super cute smile and a very intelligent boy.Then it happened in a toilet.  I didn't have the chance to do anything to him cause he didn't let go when i cum..he continue to suck. Imagine i cannot shout or moan..i can't violently push him away cause we are in a public toilet. Imagine how tortures it is? he made it pleasurable though :P . He continue to suck till i cum three times straight. He is the one who made me hooked into this style of the game. lolz.... Then after that we never met till last week.

Again it's an group outing. Once i saw him my tensions grew. I guess he is  too. Cause when we were in the toilet he pulled me into one of the booth. Of course i planned to do the same only that he did it first. We have no attractions towards each other and all but how can the sex be so intense? I will never gonna forget this.

 I felt like he politely peeled me. The whole time i never felt his skin part from my skin. He is not built but perfectly slim. Super slim. No fats. His stomach has no muscles but it's hard. It makes his 7 incher looks gigantic and he is uncut with those angry veins.. It is just beautiful.  My type of dick...something like the pic below .The UN-proportionate sight just turns me so SO on. heeheh..... When i blow him...he did not grab my head but instead his hands were supporting my head from the back. His politeness and his hefty gentleman courtesy makes me wanna  submerged in him forever. He actually makes me blushed cause i felt like he is the one protecting me in a war zone or something. Anyway it's only orals and no anal yeah.

So like a happy red riding hood i share this memorable news to my friend and he gave me the tsk.. tsk... tsk... yucks and disgusting look. He says he would never have sex with a hi bye friend. Even so he would never do it in a toilet. Dirty, sickness, virus and all lah. He ended up making me feel stupid for even telling him. I feel more like a dirty whore telling him than having sex with my hi bye friend in a shit dump.
Two days after that,  he told m a Chinese  Acupuncture  doctor gave him a blowjob. I laugh so loud and tells him..i think he should puncture your head instead. An acupuncture doctor actually dares to gives you blowjob in an unlock patient room? I don't think you would be the only "Victim"

By the way...guys with tattoo is so HOT!!!

It's So Blank

Arrgh..having a headache now am sad too. So many stuff. Just came back from passing a pear to 7E guy anyway. (Part of the reason) It was nothing really. Really it was "nothing" I don't feel even a wee bit of light. I think i am feeling the need to weep but i am weaving my note book's skin. Really? doing something interesting actually are stopping me from crying. Even my lips already gets into the crooked motion waiting for the que to start weeping, but it's just not happening because i am doing something fascinating. 

Anyway i hope i am patting him to sleep now. Ishhh...this is such a dry moment. 

It's it's something i guess........? Five

Have you ever felt this feeling of betrayal? Something fishy. It's like you have this sixth sense telling you that your boyfriend is cheating on you or someone is betraying you?  It's really an ugly feeling. I had it twice before and twice also turns out to be true. Once was my best friend starts to date the guy who i likes. Another one are when Bumble Bee is going out with another guy. What i felt or suspicious about usually hits on the spot quite precisely. This time i really don't know why i am having this feeling. It's quite ridiculous actually cause this time i am suspecting that my friend who always follows me to 7Eleven one is dating Straight Boy. I am really amazed with the appearance of this suspicions but my friend has not call me for two weeks already. My friend too did actually show interest in Straight Boy too. OMG...this better not be true cause i tremendously hate this feeling. it's robust and ugly. It's really ugly ugly. 

Actually i am super terrified. I am afraid that what happens in the past may repeat. I don't want to know if it happens. I know i sounds plain STUPID and unnecessary but that particular fear registered in me, i can't help it. 

It's it's something i guess........? Four

 Monday 5.30 am....Saw him and he was sitting in front of 7Eleven. Alone half asleep. He has the cutest face ever when he is tired. He told me he is sleepy in a whining face . His sleeves got stuck-up a bit ..like folded up a bit so i helped to unfold his sleeves and he lets me do it. Not even a glance or a twitch, he just continue talking to me. Now should i feel weird about this? You are straight and you let customer does this? Anyway i kinda just warned him that it's really dangerous for him to fall asleep outside. When i reach...there is not a soul in that area. If bad things happens...there wouldn't been any witness at all. Fall asleep at the cashier at least you have CCTV. Scare the crap out of me. Later I texted him when i got home. Asking him to feel free to hang out at my house cause he really looked bitter.

Tuesday 4.00am Since he did not reply my text so i din't bring the matter up. While i was paying...he brought it up. He apologizes that he didn't reply and i just explain to him that i saw that he was really tired yesterday that's why. Then i just told him next time just come over and don't ever worry it wouldn't be a bother. So he smiled and answers.."yeah...one day i'll come" Whoahh...i am happy with his answer cause the last time he never really gave me an answer. This time he did...like he is finally accepting my offer. :)

Wednesday..5.30am. Nothing much happens. Just normal talk

Thursday 4.00am. I went there and a loud greet from him I smiled and told him to give me two packs of cigarette. (sorry Tuls)  "Huh?? why so many?" he frowned. "Oh...i have things to do tomorrow, i won't be coming here"  Then he said "So i cannot see you tomorrow" he stops smiling. I totally went blank and i actually were finding what kind of expression i should give next. Imagine i am bloody happy but i cannot show that out loud and all i just did was smile and say " ha ha yeah..maybe (paused) i'll (paused) come...(paused) see how.

Friday 12.00am. He has a friend there hanging out with him. The usual hi's and bye's. Then while i was paying he sort of signals to his friend to see me. Then his friend just looked at me for a while and the looked back at him ..and says "yeah" ???  *Ting *Ting *Ting *Ting *Ting What the hell was that?

Sorry guys that this doesn't have a juicy finish cause it hasn't end yet. That's in the future. I am kinda contemplating with "the" situation. That would be another post. For now this is what has happened so far. Thanks for reading guys. 

It's it's something i guess........? Three point Five

 Before four there is a 3.5 . Advertisement. Kakaka.... Something that happens to me yesterday that i thought quite ironic. I was alone in the mall. I wasn't looking or i shall say while i was walking i didn't pay attention or focus on anything. I just walk then suddenly my eyes were glued to this guy walking in front of me. I first notice him is when i saw his sandals sort of Timberland - ish and it caught my attention when he has a anklet I thought it looks edgy. Then as i scrolled up his "v" shaped body made me go ga ga over him. He is not built but it's those handsome lean body that made me drool. I didn't see his face though. So as he heads to the other direction to the lower ground floor i went up to the first floor.

Stomach pain so i went to the toilet to do
my investment.  After a while i heard many people came in and break the silence in the toilet. Then i heard the door next stall slammed closed. So i just moved my eyes over. Just reactions. I was staring at the floor when that happen so when i looked over i can see shadows reflected from the "shinny" tiles. Saw his feet though and it was the same feet of the "v" shape guy. Then as i looked harder i realize that guy was vibrating. I raised my head up a bit to look at the big picture. He was masturbating. OMG!! My investment were disrupted for a moment. So i continue looking at the dance of a massive tool's shadow.Then i found myself couldn't continue as my temperature were rising. So i washed up and woke up to wear my pants. While i was standing i realize the view from further above were even clearer. I am very sure to see his body jerked a few times when he cum. I thought he must have been really horny as he came quite fast. So show finished and i am about to go out. He came out at the same time when i opened my door.


OF COURSE I HAVE TO LOOK AT HIS FACE. Awwhhh...he is HANDSOME!! I nearly fainted and at the same time our eyes caught. I smiled at him cause obviously i was staring. He smiled and hold my wrist and pulled me in to the opposite stall. I felt my chest skipped so many beat. I lost count. I think his hands still has his cum, cause it was wet a bit. I have to actually tell myself to calm down. I swear i fainted but my will kept me awake. KAka...AND MY FIRST word to him was..."but you just came?" Of everything else!! lolz...... he paused a moment and then stare into my eyes and smile. My GOD. He has these lines beside his lips that is just killer. I think I died a few times just in that few minutes. Never knew i was a cat? My mom told me i am a rooster ahahha..He pulled me out after that. So we wash hands and we walked out of the toilet together.


"Take my number"HE SAID and  He got a called right at that time. I took out my phone... before my phone is out from my bag, he grabs it and keyed in his number. Then he waved and walked away as he speaks in his phone "I am coming now" "Yeah i am about to reach" That's what i heard, so i guess he is rushing. So i just text him to tell him my name and just a courtesy thank you. He then replied.."I am xxxxx"
Here i was wooing a guy since 2010 and suddenly out of the blue i got a gorgeous guy's number in seconds and also actually saw him masturbate. How profoundly things happens yeah? ..... *wink*

It's it's something i guess........? Three

To be frank i really almost lost my self there. I almost don't know what to do. Ha ha hah...... Trying very hard to act normal and while blushing i invited him in.

He did not came to "stay" but it's only to check out the location of my home.

Well though he did not enter but i think i am all chirped up too, over the fact that he actually bothers to check out where is my home.  :)  Now!! He is straight and do you feel that this part is quite weird?

Anyway.... the days goes on and i see him when i see him and saw him when i saw him. Like i mentioned before this, i hang out with one of my this friend quite a lot and always show up at 7Eleven with my friend too. This goes on for about three months since the handphone number incident. So from my friend who says Straight Boy is not his type till now my friend thinks that Straight Boy is super cute and one day my friend told me..."Hey if you never gonna make any moves. I'm gonna take him" To speak the truth i am quite insulted by his words and all i could react is just "Hey!! PLEASE???"

One day Straight Boy ask me where is my friend. So i turn back to see and couldn't find  my friend so i answered " I don't know". He laugh at my answer and then he looked outside again ...jutted out his neck a bit to see further outside from across the cashier. Suddenly he say..."take my number" "xxxxx" and starts telling me his number. I was stunned a bit and he realized it. He then say "handphone""handphone"  and point at my bag pocket. After like 5 seconds then only i get what he meant and i quickly tear my bag pocket to grab my handphone. Lolz..... Right when he finishes telling me his number ...my friend came in. Straight Boy greeted my friend and start continue doing his stuff. One thing that i really loved is that we both always have those mutual understanding.

Like in this kind of situations we
could know what both parties wants....For instance, once i hide two packs of cookie in my bag. One was the Mark & Spencer box cookie and another one was the butter cookie from Ikea  I hate to let my friend knows that i am giving gifts and when we enter 7Eleven my friend head straight to the back to get the can drinks and i usually don't wait at the cashier . I will follow to the back. So as my friend walks first ..me at the back quickly take the cookies out and place it on the cashier. Straight Boy was at the other corner. So i walked straight to the back to choose my drinks and when i turn i saw Straight Boy already at the cashier. When i reach the cashier the cookie is not there anymore and not one word is said about it. I never told him to be secretive about it but it just happens. Bought our stuff and went off. After two days when i am there alone then only he thanked me for the cookies.Now again ....this part?...do you feel weird? Do you?

All that i have mentioned happens from approximately November 2010 till last month. This that i am about to tell in my next post happens last week .

It's it's something i guess........? two

I think i misinterpreted  his reactions reacting to my gesture. When i give, he take and i start to imagine, "Hope".  He is simply just respecting our friendship. I never told him i am gay and i guess he should guessed it by now. Anyway no confirmation though, question never raised and never discussed about it.
One day i gave him my number. I ask him to text me his number and i walked away. This way both parties could avoid the awkward moment. Never know what if he doesn't wants to share his number? Then it would be hard for him to avoid anything and also i no need to secretly dig a hole with my toes and bury myself. :)
He never text though.
The next time i see him was two weeks after that. I drop the question only the next day. He said he lost the paper that i gave him. Soooo.....we, the smart generation  (*wink) gets the message. Point taken and life goes on. So now i know, i have to wear a  rubber suit every time i see him so that there would be no electricity flowing out of me body.
I still do see him sometimes when ever i go out to drink with my friend. The Mamak/Cafe  is just beside 7Eleven. HAHAHA...(how pathetic)
Every time after drinking, my friend and i will buy a can of drink and a pack of cigarette ( Sorry :( Tuls  )  before we head to the car cause we will stop at the park before heading home. So we were never apart every time when we enter the shop. and sometimes i will see Straight Boy depending on his schedule.

Sometimes when he works in the night shift he would get quite tired due to the odd sleep time. So i know he would walk back to his home like for 40 minutes. Imagine..sleepy...and walk..!! So i told him that if he ever gets super tired just come to my house *wink *wink and he basically could rest here all day till his next shift and it's like 5 minutes walk from 7Eleven. Well i am afraid to suggest at first cause i don't want him to visually imagine me with two horn. I did it anyway and he just ask where is my house just to be polite. Next day while i was watering my plants around 8.30am i heard his voice, he was on his way home. OMG!!! I was not dressed properly and at that time i was only holding one hose and two dry leaves in the size of my thumb how to cover??  The sweat and my hair and I'm in my pj's i basically turned purple. Anyway I'll continue again in my next post. I know how annoying it is when a post gets too long. ;)

It's it's something i guess........?

I have actually mentioned about him before in one of my previous post titled 7-Eleven. Anyway a brief summary. Boy (me) meets straight boy (him) a year ago i think. Straight boy works in 7-Eleven and he is from Nepal. Straight boy looks exactly like the guy in the picture above (I swear and cross my heart) :P shorter and he has a very nice voice too. Since he is straight so i behave. (In a way) Occasionally i give him present and little gifts supported by occasions like his birthday and Christmas. He is Christian by the way. Both boys became friends. :)
I saw him the other day . I was buying some stuff. He came out with the reddest lips ever and kept licking his lips and making the ssss.... sssss....sssss...sound. Cause he was having his dinner and his food was very spicy. He bloody looks like Julia Robert after crying in the train station in "My Best Friend's Wedding"  It's so adorable that i could feel like one of those slow motion moments. Great temptations forcing me to kiss him. Starting by licking his lips......Then again like i mentioned ..he is straight. So i ended up smiling on my own while walking off. 

Colton Dixon

I am so GAGA over this guy.  His gentlemen love for his sister is disgustingly heart warming and his skinny legs .....mMMMm super sexy. Not very keen on his song choices so far but his voice is still my dream voice. Looking at him makes me feels like all of a sudden, i know how to speak french!!! DELICIEUX!!!

Colton Dixon

Colton Dixon....... like cotton. LOVE IT!!! He is thin and see the way his hands veins up when he plays the piano. Total killer and the way he sings...his mimics and his neck. Don't you wanna just smell it? Oh..he wears skinny as well. Auooowhhhh.... he is so decently provocative.  This was 2011. I wonder how he is doing in 2012?

A Random Video

I really found this video by accident and i really like his voice and him wearing that outfit. Even when he moves his leg..it looks kinda manly elegant. So proper and it turns me on...in a nice way. Not sexually but it makes me wanna sayang him. lol.....His name is Ryan. 

I Pray

This is really cheeky of me. I went to Taipan to get some cash from Maybank...Then i didn't realize that it's after 10pm so everywhere closed. I cannot get ciggy. So i walk to the Shell station near my place. One of the staff there a Bangladesh guy who i think is Smart sexy are working at that time. Goose bump!!  So as usual i just look and ask for  my ciggy. After eye washing i then head straight to the toilet. To pee and i am sweating like a pig.. Have to freshen up...Ceh wah!!! Anyway when i was peeing i notice one of my button came off. so while i was looking for it ...the hot guy came in and pee beside me.!!!  I don't know how on earth my eyes are parked at his penis. You know his..........ahhh........owh...his..........wah!!!.......and his.........mmmm....and he is.......aaaaAAaaaaa......  i swear i almost couldn't breathe. I have to actually pray to calm myself down. Too many reaction are happening in my body at the same time i almost cannot take it!! Hahahah..... i think i almost felt that i am blessed at that moment!!!!   Btw ...there is no actions after that included for you and even for me... Bummer!!! 

Yeah...it was a long holiday.

Hmm...hey guys. How are the holidays? Mine is as plain as ever. (Ta Dou: yeah..it was a long holiday) Went back to my hometown. Malacca. Were occupied with my parents shopping spree. Getting ready for a trip to China. (Only my parents) So spent my holidays at the malls more than my home. Lol... I noticed that many Malacca guys are much more attractive than KL guys. They seems much more slimmer (the type i go ga ga over) Most of them looks more innocent. Like clean and not polluted. Much fresher. They doesn't seem to have the foxy blood sucker looks compared to much guys here. I guess it's because they are not exposed much to the hard life here in KL. Survival really change ones appearance don't you think? Then i found out my sister is currently doing her practical at this super old hospital in Malacca, and it was where i was born. Hmmm... i find it weird or ironic should be the word? Then i got diarrhea.Cause the "Hamsap" guy like me can never pass on the seafood. In Malacca near my home there are many stalls that sells fresh Mussels. I super love these "seems" dirty but sexy food like oysters, shellfishes. Plus my second sister's Bf gave plenty  of Raya food (not cooked by his mom but bought at Taman Tun) Super oily. The sauce of the Rendang seems like the main dish as the meat is just there to garnish. You think with the Puasa month they will be more honest doing their business. Anyway, that caused me almost a week of bad experience. 

A Good Surprise

I need to go to the bank today at Taipan. So i walked over. I have to go OCBC and Maybank. I was surprised with the service given. They were all friendly. Super helpful. The girl at OCBC are quite pretty too. Makes me wonder am i really gay or not. You know,  it makes me think, am i a gay because it was glamour at that time or am i really a gay for real? Cause the girl really is pretty and has this warm smile. I'm becoming a Lesbian...ahhhah...then i walked to Starbucks and i went gaga over this waiter there. Then at the back of my head...thinking.. no doubt about it. I am very much a gay. ahhaha...yay not a Lesbian after all. Well about this waiter .. he is tall and slim... and he has this very typical mix 70's nerdy look with a great body. Why i went gaga is because when i was about to go outside to find a seat. He went out right before me, then he just leave the door close right in front of me. Well didn't matter at that time but he actually turned back and apologize for leaving the door close. The moment when he turn back was like Hindi film in slow motion. hahahah... It was really gentlemen of him to apologize. Hmmm.. i miss guys like that. Not many people actually practice such courtesy anymore. Unless i'm drop dead gorgeous. Then he went away for his break time. While i was sitting there..as usual smoking and starring at thin air. Then i heard two straight guy's conversation. They were actually discussing about having sex with guys. Both of them have had such experience, as they were telling each other how it happens. Really? it has come to this? A Norm among straight guys? How much has the world evolve already. I feel so back dated now. 

A Summary

Maybe it's not. A summary i mean. I have been exercising. Lost some teeny weeny weight!! Then i got to know from a nutritionist. that when a person loose 0.5 kg to 1 kg per week. Means that person is loosing fats. If that person looses more that 1kg per week, means that person is loosing mostly water. Loosing water means your weight will increase again easily. So maybe i'm in the right track.  :)
But the more i exercise the more i eat. Hmmm... :( That's healthy right? I really can't wait to go really thin!! Saw a guy that is thin, the kind of thin that i'll go gaga over. He really looks so visually beautiful!!  Soon!! Soon!! i will be like him...HAHAHAHHAHAA...
I think i did not write what i initially intended to write. Nuts!! 

I Felt It.

Accidentally watched a series. A Korean series that i believe it is at least a five year old production. I stopped and watched because the male actor in there has a very strong resemblance of this real life guy that i always saw during event parties at my work last time. Bumped into him a few times in the train but never initiates any interactions. He is the kind of guy where looks bloody handsome, have great sense of fashion but fucking humble and shy. He never looks at me. I know he does know my existence. Was talking to his friend once in a party. They were talking to each other, i went over to say hi but wasn't introduced. Really. It's at times like that you would ponder and ask yourself "why" and "what if" :(

Anyway the very and only episode i watched has to be a sad episode. The guy loved another girl and break ups with his current girlfriend. When the current has no choice but to leave him but at the same time she couldn't. It's like dooms  day you know. That particular feeling that suffocates your heart. That pain. I hate that feeling. I know i felt it before somewhere but i couldn't remember when. Is that normal?  LOL...

Continuation from yesterday's post.

Later, at the next stop. more people are pouring in. We have no choice but to make space for other people. I took my bag up and hug my bag now. Thank god my bag was light. But anyhow, at any time i would only use one hand to hug my bag. It's something I'm used to. A naughty hand. Ha ha ha ha...... In this case, The door was on my left and my right is at the corner. So i use my right hand to hug my bag. I adjusted my position and put down my left hand and wanted to tuck my thumb in my pocket. As i was about to tuck, my hand got caught, squeezed between the door and that guy;s crutch!! Our eyes caught and a retract my hand!! (STUPID) (something i regret almost instantly.)  The push doesn't stops there. He got even closer when everyone at the door are pushing. Some passengers actually can't get up at the end. While it happens, I'm in awe. Suddenly my neck tightens, my nose sharpens and my eyes were shut. (you know it's those "shut" where your eye lids giggles?) I swear i felt sweat flowing down my neck. I realized his face is beside my face i can smell his neck. and i'm actually smelling  BVLGARI BLUE.  The one perfume that i categorized as "PHEROMONES" of men. !!!!! I don't even dare to open my eyes. That moment was stunning and sexy. I think i was shaking a little. I felt dizzy and everything seems to be in a slow motion. Everything is just so fiction at that moment. I cannot stop breathing IN. I think i may have steams coming out of my mouth. I dare not open my eyes, cause at the same time i don't want "this" moment to disappear. My imagination went stealth and fast. Then it stops, cause i felt a few cold drips of water dripped on my foot. I still didn't open my eyes, but i lifted my foot and try to wipe it off my foot. As i wipe it, i realized that the water is actually my pre cum. cause the  trail is from above my knee, that is from under my shorts. I didn't realize that i was actually throbbing and oozing pre cums. Ah... that sent me blushing big time. As i moved my hand back into position, i purposely brush across his crutch. Of course my eyes were opened then. He actually looked at me when my hand touches his crotch. i quickly close my eyes, when he looked. I was scared, I just continued breathing. Then suddenly i realized the tip of my nose is touching his ear. I opened my eyes when i felt it, but he didn't move a bit. In fact i think he is trying to caress his ears at my nose. I backed a little bit, cause as much as i desired it, we are still in a train. I can't see his eyes, as our face is almost side by side. I can hear him breathe. I think I'm breathing fire at that time. I cannot explain how disgustingly sensual that moment is. All this while i actually didn't realize that his hand is just beside my bulge. I thought it was my bag that my groin was banging as the train move. I knew that because he suddenly conveniently moved his hands in circular mode on my bulge. As I'm hugging my bag above, and his hands are underneath, so no one can see what he does. I think at that time my mouth were opened and i have to breath. He then actually took my hand and place it on his bulge. All this happened without us looking at each other. Froze for a moment then i started to play with his bulge. I scratched slowly and softly at every slight bulging thing i felt. Then i realized he moved a little, every time i scratch this part near his pocket. So i guess, that should be his head and that would be his sensitive spot. That means.... that's where i should attack. ha ha ha...... I think he did suffered a little, he starts to breath harder and harder. Well.... he did tortured me as well, but he didn't know. Cause my weak point, is him caressing me softly. Feeling his big warm palm, squeezing and teasing me softly. It got me electrified and yes.... yes.... i actually came. I have a hard time controlling myself when i came. I can't even stand straight. I came so much, i don't even dare to see how much cum is on my foot. I guess he knew after that, cause i tend to have this sudden shock when i shoot. He didn't stop after that, he continue caressing me. It turned me on big time. Well, as i am too attacking him at his weak point. I moved my hand further up, as i hope is his penis head. I started to scratch with two fingers in circular mode and my thumb slightly below. Time to time I'll squeeze it hard a while. Then suddenly his leg moved a little, he hold my dick quite hard and he placed his head on my shoulder, like he is fainting or something.  But i could feel the tense in my palm. At that moment too, i was stunned, cause we were in a train. Thank god, no one actually bothered to look. I think. This is by far, the hottest sex i've ever had!!! Wait!! does this considered as sex? LOL.........Of course, there is a second session. We did exchange numbers too, but i didn't text him. Due to my condition now, medically i mean. I don't think i'm fit to it. besides there are some points that i don't like about him, during the second session. He is kinda dominant and lazy. ........

Transfered

I was at the edge of my durability. I was about to blow this off and then my boss told ms they are transferring me to another outlet. It's ten times nearer to where i live. It;s a new mall and it's a porschy place. I see many high society people there I mean they looks like it. Hopefully i could get a porschy guy.  Aikss!! It's all new and beautiful. This is more to my forte.  I love it. My vision are still limited. I somehow are being pull back by this. Hopefully i.ll be okay. I have this urge to do what i waant on the other side. It's my business. hmmm..... now i have to find time doing it.

Identical

Okay after a bad episode this afternoon i kinda cool off a bit and just as i thought of this guy called Alias, he appeared walking pass in front of my boutique. He is the cutest ever. Hahaha.... This guy i would always remember him because he is the exact identical of Bumble Bee. I really can't believe he resembles Bumble Bee that much. His attitude, actions, the way he talks and everything is so him. Prrr.... Alias is actually straight. He has a girlfriend and so is Bumble Bee when we met. Somehow Alias is also showing the same symptoms as Bumble Bee when the first time i saw him. I had the feeling that this guy could be made gay. :) somehow i kinda don't want to "spoil" Alias as he has a Girlfriend and i felt guilty. But he always talks to me in a different way. Like I'm his boyfriend or something. Not in a obvious way but there is the cute sad face and there is the lips purging, and there is the messing my hair thingy. How can i resist that!!? Suddenly he showed up again in front of my boutique. We chat and he talks to me in the most darling way complaining that he is tired. Awww..... i felt like kissing him that instance. Hahaha... but well that was well entertaining. He somehow always enjoyed my company. He likes to ask me out for a smoking break and he always talks to me in a very cute way without he himself noticing it. Well... this is interesting, lets see what will happens in future.