Fairy Tale

I just got to get this out of my system. I just got back from a sweet mellow roller coaster ride....but also bitter. It last about eight hours. I met this guy online. It started out very dirty at first but just somehow it got okay and just somehow we never get to meet up. Then it happened yesterday. I met him up. We had supper and then to his place . He ask me to stay over when i say i need to go home. So i stayed anyway. then we had lunch as that's the time we woke up. Had a walk, down a mall...then he send me home. He is everything i wanted in a man. Gentlemen. Super good looking but dorky at the same time. So happen that he is tall. I am only at his shoulder. (The owner of this blog is 5'7") At any entrance he would move aside to let me walk first. The kind of thin body that i like.  He is stable by himself. Smart with conscience. Not a hint of sex. This eight hours i felt like i know how Cinderella felt when the prince helps her to wear her  glass shoe. It's like when he ask me "what drink do you want to drink?" Without hesitation i'll say "I DO" blinking my eyes. HAIKS!!! Not that he is into me!!
He is a cheerful guy too. It's TOO cheerful. Like he is overdosed with some drug or something. Speaks and laugh Loudly!!! It almost comes to me as though he is "Nuts"  Then he has this veins twitching thing that makes him speaks with funny pronunciations  It's like someone who is suffering from some drugs overdosed or something. Other than that. He is really "Everything" I can't stand it when he put his hands at my waist, whenever he is guiding me to a different directions. That is pure thoughtful. Even when walking down the stairs he tells me to watch my steps cause he knows of my vision's conditions. Sweetness.
This feeling in me now are so weird. I felt empty. So hollow...like almost i need to weep but it's just not there yet., but it paused there. I know i am sad though. Somehow...i know i still will give it a go if he "ever" try to catch me.
What is this man??? It really feels like you are sitting on the beach on a Sunday afternoon. Hot but there are strong wind blowing but it's dry..You felt empty almost bored but it's exciting cause you are at the beach. Then at the same time you heard the news that Princess Diana just passed away.  This is quite shitty man.

*NOTE : This is speed Blogging. Further elaboration will come! If there is any.