UPs and DOWNs ii

So the third story. Two day ago when I'm at Pyramid. I went smoking at the stair case at the back near a toilet. Then a guy came in. Looking super chic with his uniform. Cause he paired a pair of brown leather shoes with his all black uniform. OWH!!! With a skinny pants!!! Soooo chic!!! He sat near me. Not close but I could see him and he could see me. Immediately i have this comfortable feeling. You know like when you first saw someone and you get to somehow judge that that person is warm or cold? This I felt warm.... It's almost like I can go straight to him and place my hands on his shoulder and start chatting.
Of course I didn't. Shy! Lol..... I could sense that he looked at me and when I looked back he turned away. So it's like that through out the  whole little one cigarette time. Then he got up and walk away... I followed. I really have the urge to talk to him but I don't dare!! Chicken!!! There are two doors we have to go through to go back in into the mall. Passed the first door and heart beats faster. Then at the second door... He pushed it open and wait for me to pass!! That is just so gentleman. Chic and gentleman.. I think my soul fainted behind the door when I walk passed it. Anyway I did smile an thank him and I still couldn't see his face properly. Then I went speechless and suddenly I don't know how and what to do but to continue walking. I noticed that he did slow down his steps to walk beside me. I am so nervous and chicken.... I just turn in and enter the toilet. He still follows!! Then I thought he would follow me all the way in but he didn't. So I thought of speed pee and meet him outside again to do the chatting . Unfortunately... He left!! It was at 4pm ish that time. I head back to the stair case and waited till 10pm. Hoping he will turn up again but he didn't!! Super mellow... Melancholy ...ish!! Don't know why I felt so sorry about it.
Woke up the next day and decided to take the chances of bumping into him again. So I went to pyramid again. Reached around 1pm ish. Strolled around to search for him from store to store . Not all but the ones with black uniforms. In between I did go back to the stairs to smoke. Around 3pm ish..... He came in! With a friend. He didn't acknowledge me. Don't think I am gonna miss the opportunity this time. When he is leaving I waved my hand and told him I wanna talk to him. Looked at his friend and he didn't budge. I mean go away. So by force I have to talk with his friend around.
I started with asking is he the one who opened the door for me yesterday. Cause I really didn't see his face properly. He said yes. Then I smiled and introduced my self. After that I started apologizing to him about being rude yesterday by thinking that he would follow me in the cubicle. Blush!!  He then laugh and say its okay and I don't need to apologize. I then asked where does he work. He answered. Then my mind went blank and I just shoot right out. I asked him for his number. .  ( his reaction was a shocker) he anxiously said yes!! And started blurting his number.... My hands were shaking while entering his number and he has to point it out!!! Blush!!  Then another shocker... He nervously asked me what time I am leaving? So I told him I have nothing to do and I can wait till he finishes work. So he smiled and told me he finishes at 7pm.  I told him i will call him then and I shake his hand and he left.
Went to Spencer to get him a bar of chocolate then I texted him at 6pm ish... Asking if he wants a dinner or just a drink, so that I could scout for a nice place to hang out. Unfortunately there is no reply. Waited till 7pm and I called him. Didn't want to just show up at his shop cause he turns out to be über straight looking. Never know maybe he is discreet about it and I didn't wanna spoil that. He answered my call and told me that he couldn't make it cause his brother showed up with movie tickets. Hmm....... So I told him its okay and don't worry about it. I can just go home. At 111pm ish I texted him again. Just to thank him for his number, hoped he enjoyed the movie and hope he'll have a good rest later.  NO REPLIES......until now. 
I don't know why the sudden silence. Hmmmm...... 
Hmmm...... That's why... With all that has happened. I think I have to shave and start to pray more already!!!!!