Lonely too long???

I really don't like how i was being treated recently. That makes me think that have I gone nuts and got grumpier. I tend to get angry at everything that involves human. Have I been alone too long? Like an old man.  I really don't like this feeling. Getting nude when I go to bed at night is my only comfort now these.  I need interactions. Don't patronize me. I do know that you don't know that you are doing it. Maybe because I am not as useful as before. Maybe because I am not the contributor as I once were before. I do feel small. I do get it that I am retarded now. If I could, I would make your damn life easier. With everyone around is a massive wrong move. I hate that. I hate that I am hating it. I hate that I am repelling everything right now. I bloody hate feeling small.