it Was Dangerous

                                                      

Routine check up today and I am okay. Surgery next month . This time can't delay. Have to do it already. Hope I don't  gain weight like the last time. 

I Have a confession . I drank. I thought I would have to do surgery this time. So I just get a few cans and chill alone at the park. Then met a friend at 7E after drinking. He bought me a few more while chatting. I think because I didn't drink that much for some time already. Just a split second. The next thing I know, I woke up in my room in the morning. Imagine I can't remember walking home, crossing the roads and across the park, and I got in the house without anyone noticing. (Quite proud about "no one noticed") but yeah it was dangerous. I know. I know. I didn't anticipate that the night would end up like this. I just thought of a simple pleasant night at the park. Well, through this too, I got to know how shitty that "friend" is. Cause he didn't walk me home, even at that state. I always knew I am not me when I am drunk. It would be the more outspoken and extremely confident me, or just sleep, when I am drunk.  I always tell my friend that, if the usual me is the drunk version of myself? I am sure I am a successful person. Ka ka ka....... Only God knows what I did that night.