WHY? What would this be?

It's because he doesn't go all homophobic. It's because he doesn't demand. Most of all it's the respect he gave me.Who would thought this would turn out to be so desirable that it trembles me. Some childish cheeky move at first ..now became so invested. Who would thought he would  turn out to be more beautiful than the first time i saw him. I hope i don't embarrassed myself and screw this up by making some irrelevant move.