Wishing Him Well 2

I did tell too early after all. Chatted with my friend on the phone for almost the whole night. Well actually until the morning. Like i say these happens in the worst time ever. My friend is not around (first one i called to inform about the "prob") (didn't even bother to text..at ALL) ...the whole place is practically in silent mode. And the weather has to be chilling!! (It makes smoking nicer actually).But i felt like Fever.  The situation makes ....me almost came out to my sister about it...but hmm...i was laying on her lap and i was all mellow. She didn't ask me a thing!!! That was like  the first  time ever i EVER lay my head down on her lap.  I can't believe it that she didn't ask me a thing!! iiSH!!!!! I did felt like crying cause that's  normally what people does at situations like that. Amazingly i have no urge to cry. I guess it's because i have no regrets in this matter. I have visited him when i want to visit. I have done what i want to to do. I have bought him what i want to buy and i have confessed. So no regrets. I am surprised of how i felt ... this is how it feels like when you have done everything and left no "what if's"   So at the end i am only worried of his "being". To be frank the duration is just around 13 hours and these are really super agonizing times. All i can think of is that is he physically alright? I don't even felt cheated or anything, just  "Hope he is okay?" Then in the morning, he texted me to apologize. Well, after all the agony hours of not knowing what happened to him and wishing him safe is all I've asked for? This is a blessing. I am really really really glad that now i know he is well. Thank you guys if you had worried or wished for me. I appreciate it.  

Samir, Thank you  for replying. :)