Make New Friends

Someone and everyone...including myself suggest myself to make new friends or at least do something out of my norm. To feel better or to heal myself. I didn't go out  but it came to me. My eldest sis had a dinner party at home yesterday with a little bunch of her friend and her bf's new shop's staffs. So i joined in cause i knew a few of them too. Usually i don't. It went quite well. There is an old friend that really misses the olden days and some hi bye friend and also some new friends that is my sisters bf's staff. Was hanging around with my second sis and she made a comment on one of this young guy. "I don't like much about him, he reminds me a lot about Bumble Bee" (Bumble Bee is my first Love ) So i just laugh it off cause i can't see his face clearly anyway as i am partially blind. One of my friend came quite late. When she came.... we sat down and chat while she have her dinner then suddenly she says to me " That guy really reminds me a lot about Bumble Bee. I miss him" I was like "Owh great...now i have to really see who is this guy. Hmmm....i stopped my mission after a few attempt of seeing his face cause later i found out he is straight. Haih.... I don't think i can take it now. Miss them dearly....my first and second love. Hope that they are doing fine now. :)