Sunday, May 6, 2012

After all these

After all these... i guess what i wanted most is that i wish i could do it again. I wish i would be able to do it all over again.. Not to Bumble Bee  of course. The next person i am gonna love. The next soul or whoever i am gonna be with. Sometimes i do think that i am weird, because i actually wish that i could serve someone again.lolz...and all i ever wanted back in return is someone to hold me at night. A strong hug at night while i am sleeping. Just so that i could feel safe. Someone who would hugs me so tight so that i would never ever felt that i am falling. So tight that i could feel that my feet is actually connected to the ground. So tight that i would realize that i actually existed.  I am so crazy that one night i find my self wondering that is there such thing as "Comfort for rent?"

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  1. Comfort for rents is practically a prostitute aint it?.. Anyways.. You arent the only one la.. Eventhough i got hurt.. i still wish i can revert back time or at least get a chance to be with that person again.. To feel the love and happiness that only he could have given me.. So i guess we are both weird?..

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  2. Hhaah...that's lust babe...i wish no hanky panky when i am in that mode. Just wanna smile and seeps into dreamland.

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    1. lol its not la.. I never did any hanky panky before.. I just miss the time he was next to me..

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  3. :'( haha.... *hugs* i just wrote something about this too... gosh... lol

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    1. Really? Haiks high five!!! hugs** to you too. :)

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  4. there's nothing weird about it...we just wish for someone, not really for the sex but just for the company :)

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    1. btw, really nice song on the back

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    2. MmHmm...love that song....Yay...i am not weird after all.. wink*

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  5. Me too wanting that.

    Let me know when you have found it.

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    1. Hhaaah...even when you wants the same thing too and you wanna see if i get one? Hahha let me virtually hug you..Hugsszz** Eh? will your virtual bf (0029) kill me??

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    2. Hahah, he's a player guy.

      I only long for that one guy. He's been MIA for sometime already...

      :(

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    3. trust me, he is not a good seed, just forget about him ok!?? there's a reason he MIA for so long... so just accept it the way it is k.. *hugs*

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    4. Awww...that's very sweet of you Xing...don't wait too long though cause we here would be heartache seeing you like that...ch wah!! yeah really.. would hope you get the answer soon.

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  6. hmm .. all the best n take care :)

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  8. There's sure to be one that would surely hug you to make you feel safe and sound. :)

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    1. Hy...thanks..i must believe that too.

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  9. Everybody needs big strong warm hugs most of the time even when they don't realize it.

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