Monday, March 17, 2014


I started work two weeks ago. Went into my brother in-law's advertising company. Wasn't really happy about it cause, at first i was told to be there to learn. But now i have a position. An actual position. Felt like i was being tricked. He and his partner made me a project manager. Yeah i know i have experience managing a group of people but that doesn't means that i can do the same here. It's two very different world. If i am a chef who specialize in Indian cooking that doesn't mean i know how to handle a Japanese Kitchen!!  

Anyway i do realize that i am also lucky to get such opportunity. It's basically boundless and i have total freedom. Well like i say i have no experience in this line. Zero knowledge about it and i hope i can cope with it.  
First week was exciting though. I had fun. Maybe because the work load hasn't sunk in yet. There are a few gorgeous colleagues. I mean as in hot and attractive. They quickly turned ugly when i get to know them. Work ethic and enthusiasm is next to nothing.  

The Haze are getting worst, So drink more water guys and My prayers to MH370. 

Sunday, March 2, 2014


I just had a hair cut. It is exactly what i wanted but i forget to imagine my own face with it. I'm quite upset now, i even felt angry at my self for having such mistake. Just a few days. Just a few more days and it wouldn't look that bad anymore. I had the exact style of the top right picture. When you are good looking, you'll look good in everything! Haihh!! Deceived by the picture!! 
 Feeling kinda plain lately. I think it's because the guy that i liked in my previous post already has a BF. It' a damm 4 year BF!! Lolzzz.... no la.. i'm not angry. I'm quite happy for him though. It's not easy to have such bond. It's precious. Just sad that i have no opportunity. 
 Bumble bee came back from Australia. My first love. I still love him. He is closer to my sister now. They always Wechat while he is still in Australia. I think they went out yesterday without asking me to join them.  And i wasn't told that he is back till today. He came to my house just now. Visit my mom. He practically didn't talk to me at all. Just the formal courtesy "Hello" I don't understand. What have i done wrong?? Why such treatment? Why my sister thinks that it's alright to not to include me?? 
Seriously i pray and beg for a BF. A real life BF. I always get crazy woman!!!!  I'm glad that i've met great female friends but i really don't know why i attract many crazy old women. I don't want these nutty old woman go grabbing my nuts. They are just weird. Just weird. I say i'm gay and they hug me enldlessly. They even ask if they can French kiss me?? lolzzz.... i wonder how long more i can withstand these crap. 
BTW i super love skinny guys like the first top left picture. The one cutting his hair. Skinny with attitude. Actually i don't mind skinny Dorky too. Damm hot. turns me on big time mann..!!