Showing posts with label movie. Show all posts
Showing posts with label movie. Show all posts

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Phrases That I Love

""Why am i attracted to a person i know isn't good?"
"Because you're hoping you're wrong, and every time she does something that tells you she's no good , you ignore it. And everytime she comes through and surprises you, she wins you over and you loose that argument with yourself that she's not for you"
" I understands feeling as small and as insignificant as humanly possible. And how it actually ache in places that you didn't know you had inside you. It doesn't matter how many new hair cuts you get or gym you join or how many glasses of Chardonnay you drink with your girlfriends you still goes to bed every night  going over every detail and wonder what you did wrong or how you could have misunderstood. And how in the hell for that brief moment you could think that you were that happy? And sometimes you could even convinced yourself that he'll see the light and show up at your door And after all that, however long "all that" maybe you'll go somewhere new. and you'll meet people that make you feel worthwhile again, and little pieces of your soul will finally come back and all that fuzzy stuff those years of your life that you wasted that would eventually begin to fade. " "

Got this from the movie "The Holiday" It just rings bells!!! Exquisite.

How many of you have been in this position before?

Thursday, September 29, 2011

Hmm......

Hi guys. I have been busy finding myself these days. Lol....Well kind of. Actually i'm just clearing stuff around my home and basically it's history and present stuff. Sometimes it's really difficult to document your past and stuff huh? Well that is a never ending stuff to do, i guess it's universal isn't it? I'm trying to avoid sitting too much in front of my desktop. That's why i find stuff to do.
Does anyone watched this Brazillian Film called "Do Comeco Ao Finn" before? Kinda missed it and watched it again today. It's heartwarming till the extend where you wanna breathe in front of the air condition. Hahah...lol.... It is really a nice movie.
I am having two surgeries again next week. I am suppose to not worry about it but there is some part of me are afraid. Maybe i jinx it mentally. Hmmm....

Saturday, August 20, 2011

Nicholas Downs

Ever heard of this guy? Hmm...... He acted in this movie called "Is It Just Me" TLA release. As usual quite corny but very realistic. Notice his face expression. Quite nice. Very adorable. Pleasantly sexy. I think if he ask me "How are you?" I will answer "I DO" straight away. Lol..... I always feels exactly like his character in the movie. Insecurity...and stuff. Actually i still do now. 

Thursday, August 18, 2011

Really????

He wants to watch Alien vs Cowboy. He parked at some housing area opposite Sunway Pyramid. (Doesn't want to pay parking fee). Dark, without streetlight he walked in front of me without guiding me. Not trying to be a baby, but with my eyes condition i cannot see anything on the road. It's really dangerous for me. (some more he say i'm insensitive for saying he is not gentlemen) We walked up the overhead bridge, to cross the highway. Then went up three floors to the cinema. Then he refused to watch the movie because it's priced at RM14. After nearly a KM walk he decided not to watch because it's expensive?? I am totally speechless. I instantly smirked and gave the cashier a "Please ask the cowboy to save me look" He just smiled nervously. Cute. Then i say i felt like going to "Kim Gary" It's been a while since i have been there. Besides i have a friend who is working there.  He wanted  to eat at "Ming Tien" this Chinese stall court nearby. So i just suggested, why not we just walk pass that restaurant and see if there are seats available. If not then we just head to the other place. He answered okay then he went and choose a route that didn't pass by the restaurant then when we reached his wanted destination he turn and  say " oh? we didn't pass by  Kim Gary wor?" I have no other reaction but to smile and say it's fine. In fact i am actually really smiling and felt funny cause He and I knows the route at Sunway Pyramid like eating peanuts. Me not coming out for a year doesn't mean i forget everything. So i'm thinking no big deal, finish eating we could just have a drink at Kim Gary. Then that's what he suggested too. After eating we actually walked pass Kim Gary. I walked towards the entrance and then he pulled  my hand and say we are not going in. I have a show to catch on tv. After that around 2 am we went out for drinks near my place. He ate and drink. Me just drink. The bill was Rm12. I intended to treat my friend because after all he took me out  today.  When i found my wallet i ask again how much was it? My friend answered.."Oh you just pay Rm10 can already"  Again i smiled and speechless!!!                                                                       These are not very pleasant attitude to treat anyone. He is my best friend. It's never about the money. I don't know how to tell him.  He is not a bad person, and he is not a poor guy in fact he is quite rich.  Hard self earn money and not rich by family. Well educated, very presentable. I think he is becoming a very typical successful materialistic self obsessed white collar guy. Total misery. I'm worried actually. 

Saturday, July 16, 2011

Pain

A beautiful movie. Charming actors. Beautiful location and great Color. The idea of this movie is very pain. Actually it's very pain for me to watch. LOL.... it reminds me of this feeling that i hate having. The feeling of Wanting. Desire. Failure. Anger, Suppressed Anger, Sadness. Sacrifice. I think what scares me the most is that i have been in this role.

Saturday, July 24, 2010

Birthday....

Soon.... Just a few days more it's my birthday. I was in the mood to watch something that suits my mood. So i search my hanky panky collections. My collections aren't all porns. It's a mix of everything gay. Somehow i pick this up and just watch it..... hmmm........ you know what? i'm gonna continue later. When i wake up from my slep. Kinda tired. Aiks!!!
    Hahaha..... guess what? I can't sleep. So i came back down to continue my thoughts. The movie i pick up to watched is called "Les Chansons D'Amour" You know i never really watch this movie since i bought it sometime ago. I kinda forward to the part that i only wants to watch and i don't understand the language anyway. i never thought at times of need i just pick it up and embrace it. YUP!! embracing it. It's Beautiful. I regret not watching it in a way that i should earlier. I've always wanted to have such intimate moments like these two guys. Slow and steady. How they both actually look at each other and the deep appreciative stares towards each other. With music that hit's every fucking emotions that makes you cry without you knowing it. It's nice when you suddenly found an unknown treasure hiding in your pathetic room.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Jay Brannan


Downloaded a movie and then to found out that the cutest treasure is not the main actors. This guy, later i found out that he's Jay Brannan. In the movie i watched nothing else but him. His smiles that kills and that smirk that he has. Arrghh...... the way his lips purge and it's just the sexiest lips of all. His smiles.... makes me go nuts. I later realise my self smiling looking at his pictures(movie stills) He even has the kind of laugh that i'll go gaga over. It sounded so cute annd calming. You know laughs that tickles you? He even sings. Very talented. I'm sorry i just found him. never thought one could actually leave such an impression after just a while of Jay Brannan's exposure... :) THEN i found out more about him.