How could it be that when you met a guy that is 90% of your dream guy, and you're worth 0% to him? Maybe you should get to know each other more. Maybe you have to woo him more.
The incredible evil truth of a one night stand. Within 4 hours you have to impress intellectually, sexually, lifestyle and many more.
It's so heartaching that you see the future you want and you can't get hold of it. Suddenly you must tug in your muffin tops. Hide your blackheads. Wear your best tops. Nicest underwear. Wear your nicest watch. Diamond ear rings. Brush your teeth. Slick hair. Shaved. Re-organise your home interior. Fresh bedsheets. Freshen the air. Clean the bathroom n the room. Change the channel to HBO. After all that, you must talk smoothly. Don't smoke if he doesn't. Don't drink if he doesn't. Kiss him first. With an impressive kissing skill. Suck seductively. Try to make your small dick look bigger. Moan appropriately. Make sure he cums explosively.
Then after all that... the after sex moment. You try to make him stay. Or try to create a next opportunity. But at the same time see your dream guy preparing to leave. Wondering will there be a next time.
Well in my case it doesn't seem like it's gonna happen again. It's the most painful feeling seeing him leave. Yeah it's just a first meet but I'm terribly smitten. He is all I ever wanted.