I MET A GUY

I met a guy at Pyramid toilet. Was dead horny and i went hunting. These people are very arrogant these days. They are super picky. Well me on the uglier side of the world... obliviously don't get much to eat.

Anyway i got this guy. Saw his shadow. He was masturbating. So i signaled him to kneel down so that i can masturbate him under the stall. ( Come to think of it.. what if he is straight?? I would already got bashed up!! ) He kneel down and i began to reach for his tool. He wasn't very professional cause he doesn't know how to kneel the way the situation needed. The way he kneel doesnt expose much of his cock, instead it felt a bit shorter. so i have to reach for it on the other side. My hands were like the guy from Fantastic four. ( proves the theory.. when you really want it, you'll get it ) Due to the difficulties, i signaled him to move to the other cubicle. The ones with the squat toilet bowls, cause it's bigger.

He came out. Usually this is the moment of the UGLY TRUTH. Guys usually check you out at this time and if you're his type they'll proceed to the cubicle. If you're not his type they'll look away and walk out. That is why many likes being under stalled!!! This time. This guy likes me. He followed me in.

Frankly speaking... This guy is practically my dream guy. Skinny enough to look healthy. His face is very cute but his skin was worst than mine. His acne scars were very obvious. Nerdy hair and nerdy glasses. BIG BIG cock. A typical living proof of Skinny guyz big  big dick. Not only big cock but it was shaped so nicely that i can suck it all in. Even it's half way down my throat it doesn't gag me. Everything was just beautiful at that moment.  His veins were like its popping out and it was perfectly placed.  His dick is so hard, his mushroom head is so shiny. He must have been damm horny. He last a bit too long though, i must say. Cause my jaw seems to start loosing it's grip. I really love how he bents a bit trying to endure my palm grinding his really hard head. The amazing part is that he was trying to endure it. Most guys would pushed me away and claim that it's too ticklish. This guy is actually taking it in and enjoyed it. 

Damm... i can feel my pre cum flowing out typing these details out. I don't know why i really enjoyed sucking him. he even wipes off my sweat while i was blowing him. Finally he cums in my mouth. I started sucking a bit harder and slide up and down while i feel his penis swell up and start pumping out all that juice. i fucking love to feel penises pulsating and swell in my mouth. After he came. I woke up and start to wipe my sweat off and freshen up. suddenly he stared at me and gave me a kiss and blushed. That was so fucking cute. 

I gave him my name card and ask him to text me. I really felt like a boy , excited with the new found lovey feeling. I was ecstatic when he texted me. We chat for hours and i asked him does he has a bf? He says no. Then i ask him can i have him then? ( I know it's too early. it was partly joke and i am gonna know him better again before being steady) He didn't say yes but he answered "im the kind that, When we go out you must sponsor everything"

That was BAD. after that i ask again and again. Asking about him is all our conversation is about. He never ask anything in return. He just answers. Since he is not responding much, out of spike ( i know i very bad in a way) i asked him that would he let me suck again the next time i'm there? He kept quiet and didn't answer my text till this morning. That too is when i text good morning. He just replied "Morning". Nothing else. My text instead are full of smileys and gestures. I felt like this would be a very tiring relationship and also one sided. Well, its obvious that i mustn't continue with wooing this guy. It's Sad that something so beautiful must end so fast. 

HUMAN

It's sad that my bosses decided to close the company. That wasn't the worst.. the worst is that...just because my brother in-law is the boss. I'm am automatically on the most hated list. But in fact the person who doesn't want the company is not my brother in law. it's the other boss. 

You would think that human is with feelings. all these while everything i do i thought of everyone. Everything i buy i will buy extra and treat them. I would buy additional stuff so that when needed they can use. Every single shit i do i thought of them. As i was clearing some stuff just now, i realize 7 out of 10 stuff is mine. I bought it under my own expense for their convenience. I didn't even claim from the company. You would think they would appreciate it. In this case.... im fucking wrong. This is a very classic example of when you hope for hope , God slap you once more and still you must have faith. Find any excuse to forgive them. Arrrghhh... im very surprise of their reaction. It's not that im their enemy b4. We are in good terms and they can just flip on you like that. 

Just a little bit sad.

Just because i'm the boss's brother in law it doesn't mean that i made the call. Why make me the enemy. I felt like it's trivial but my heart aches. Hahah... so drama. but yeah.... cant lie. It Hurts. Cant believe it that whatever i do, i think of nine person's welfare all these while but the 9 doesnt back me up during dire times. Scary huh.