LITTLE

Here I am again. Drinking alone. Using forbidden money. Always make myself drunk hoping someone may consider to rape me. Or the other way round. Apart from the beautiful Grindr pictures.  Hard to get grindr owners. I realise there are more beautiful guys when you see them live. I mean not realise but I've always get attracted to guys who has a certain swag. I mean when you see the real person. The swag of that person may be attractive even though they are ugly. Beautiful still picture from Grindr instead always turns out ugly. Not looks maybe but attitude and stuff. Recently I realise many ugly guys are attractive actually. When you see the way they dress. They move. They talk. All these matters. That s why I'm so pasrah at Grindr. It's impossible to chat real conversations.  I really need a good chat. A simple drinking smoking chat session.