Wednesday, June 22, 2016


Just How many layers would one have? I have been redirecting myself over and over again. Picking up my layers again and again. 
There are choices. I made choices. Choice didn't choose me. I recollect, Went back and make another choice. Again choice didn't choose me. So I recollect and go back again. This time there are only the balance of  what i call the "not my type". Then suddenly i realize the balance ones isn't really that bad after all.  But it's already too late. Even the balance ones starts to have mountainous pride now. I think I have gone through this so so so so many times. This is so tiring. 

If that is not the case? I go gaga over the straights. Well you know how straights are. All the planing and all the careful tactical moves and money spent. Just to proves that he is "in fact" straight. Sometimes it paid off in sex though, but in the end they will still go back to their original shape. 
i'm so into edging these days.Well... it has been forever actually.  Damm it makes me drip like crazy and it's hot. I think its because i drip every night that's why in the day i can contain my self as a human, and not turning into a werewolf.. My social circle of friends are only my colleagues. That's why discipline is crucial. Can't really do wrong here cause  my brother in law is partner in this company too. So Bummer... i have to be all the bright shining perfect staff.

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