Monday, September 10, 2012

TWO

You may not know it. I myself didn't know. Other than my family...Rafflesia and Samir is the only two i have. Subconsciously my life dwells around these two. I don't work and i don't take the LRT or the bus or the taxi. Hence i don't get to meet "fresh" souls. My family are always not around. I am always alone at home. I can only be creative at every thing i do. That is to pro long TIME. Basically only these two souls that i get to be in touch with. Without me knowing i am damm invested. I hate Rafflesia but any how when he calls or text i am still happy cause ..suddenly i have life.  LOLZ...i guess no one would think that just by standing in a shop would actually play a huge role in someone's life. That's why Samir's void is a huge blow to me. So when Rafflesia attacked me emotionally just to make a point? I couldn't take it. He deliberately ignored my feelings and really never really understands that i am alone.  Again and again you hurt me.

These are words for Rafflesia actually. Don't think i would ever see him again. So i am documenting it down.  

9 comments:

  1. You don't work ?

    Hmm, then what else you do at home ?

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    1. No i don't work due to my eyes condition. I do many many many things and blogs. LOLZZz....

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  2. Life of leisure? =P

    Time to make more friends? haha

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    1. Not really. It's not really healthy in a way.

      Reality check..i do have to make mor friends. DCG ask me to try out charity.

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  3. one time, two times, three times..it is still forgiven..but too many times and u will get fed up with it..he had been given chance and screw it up again and again..so time to move on.

    Time to hit the road and meet new people. or at least those bloggers..they are not new people just u dont have face to put on their name yet =D

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    1. Yeah..that's what happened. Should lay down for a while. :)

      I do wish i could meet bloggers when ever i can. So far only one lah. Hahhaha.....

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  4. Eh... I was mention! Lol... Anyway, glad you gave my suggestion a thought. Well, since you have the time, why not look around and see what you can contribute. You'd be surprised that you can actually do more than what you think you can do (:

    Besides, you'll meet new people, you can kill time and you are actually doing something good! (;

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    1. Yeah...I did thought of it as i am scouting for things i wanna do. Thanksss....

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    2. Hahahaha... Awesome!! Don't forget to share what you will be doing (with me) cos sharing is caring... Hahahaha... Happy scouting (for work) and choose wisely (:

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