Why do i sleep everyday thinking that tomorrow is gonna be a hectic day? Not in a negative way but at the back of my head it's somehow messy. Add on to that, i have sisters and mom that interrogate everything i do. Even putting a plant in my room seems like a crime. Then they wanna ask me why am i so grumpy everyday. Why the long face?? Hmmm.... i know they are worried of me but i think it has become a habit. Now every single thing i touch is being questioned. Even though its not necessary!!!
So i became very evil in their presence, even though im very angelic in nature. Always have to wear this protective layer around me self. So now i realize it's making me stop doing anything. Everytime i wanna do something i felt that it's such a nuisance. Well, apart from masturbating. I practically don't feel like doing anything. Actually i have tons of ideas and stuff that are bursting in my mind. There are so many stuff i wanna do. I'll held back everytime i thought of their face and quesion. Such a bummer.
Anyway, i always wondered if the anus is slippery enough and when i spread my legs apart like that. How would it felt like being entered and enter. And i always wondered would i still be hard while being fuck. Been fuck before once i think or twice but never a proper one. So i didn't make it official. I should try this one day. I think i would only do this when i have someone that i really trust though. So i can thrust and be thrust. Maybe it's exceptional when he's hot. Maybe!!!