Every year, there's a time (for sure) i'll feel like that. Very blue. Very low. Aday or period of time where i feel really bad.I would have flashbacks of my whole life. Rewind, reminding me that i've been no where. These are the days that i feel like crying 24/7. This is just mean. I'll drop to ZERO and i have to pick myself up and held myself high enough hoping next year i won't fall so hard. Well, "this too shall pass" time will heal things. Time will also hurt again. I have to believe that nothing is T.M.T.H (Too Much To Handle).