Every year when it's during this festive season everyone will head home to their hometown. It's like Christmas for Chinese. These are the times where everyone will buy gifts only for their parents and siblings. These are the times one would go back to their home town and actually there is this mentality where everyone will show off their wealth and success. Ultimately everyone wants their parents to be proud of them. every time during this time of the year i am not very proud of myself. I somehow strive to do my best and get anything that actually would make my parents proud of me. This year i felt the poorest and i kinda surrender. My medical bills and my job just makes it worst.