Just it

It's late and I'm suppose to be sleeping. Well gonna sleep after this. I actually did text Bumble bee. Happy birthday i said. he only reply "Thanks" Just it. It hurts when i know he is actually at home and not out celebrating. My sister text him too. That's why i know. Well, i wish him all the best and hope he is having fun all the time so that hr doesn't miss home so much. Me on my part I'm struggling to decide what should i do. My fob i mean. this is such agony!!!