I think i misinterpreted his reactions reacting to my gesture. When i give, he take and i start to imagine, "Hope". He is simply just respecting our friendship. I never told him i am gay and i guess he should guessed it by now. Anyway no confirmation though, question never raised and never discussed about it.
One day i gave him my number. I ask him to text me his number and i walked away. This way both parties could avoid the awkward moment. Never know what if he doesn't wants to share his number? Then it would be hard for him to avoid anything and also i no need to secretly dig a hole with my toes and bury myself. :)
He never text though.
The next time i see him was two weeks after that. I drop the question only the next day. He said he lost the paper that i gave him. Soooo.....we, the smart generation (*wink) gets the message. Point taken and life goes on. So now i know, i have to wear a rubber suit every time i see him so that there would be no electricity flowing out of me body.
I still do see him sometimes when ever i go out to drink with my friend. The Mamak/Cafe is just beside 7Eleven. HAHAHA...(how pathetic)
Every time after drinking, my friend and i will buy a can of drink and a pack of cigarette ( Sorry :( Tuls ) before we head to the car cause we will stop at the park before heading home. So we were never apart every time when we enter the shop. and sometimes i will see Straight Boy depending on his schedule.
Sometimes when he works in the night shift he would get quite tired due to the odd sleep time. So i know he would walk back to his home like for 40 minutes. Imagine..sleepy...and walk..!! So i told him that if he ever gets super tired just come to my house *wink *wink and he basically could rest here all day till his next shift and it's like 5 minutes walk from 7Eleven. Well i am afraid to suggest at first cause i don't want him to visually imagine me with two horn. I did it anyway and he just ask where is my house just to be polite. Next day while i was watering my plants around 8.30am i heard his voice, he was on his way home. OMG!!! I was not dressed properly and at that time i was only holding one hose and two dry leaves in the size of my thumb how to cover?? The sweat and my hair and I'm in my pj's i basically turned purple. Anyway I'll continue again in my next post. I know how annoying it is when a post gets too long. ;)