I have decided to let these following days to be as normal as possible. I rather we stays as friend. I dare not gamble on it. But as plain as i want it to get? the more thick the feeling grows. These days i have to gut myself ever more when i am walking towards him. It's just pure massive feeling of fond. Everyday it grew. Everyday my stare towards him gets more intense. I am surprised myself that sex is not what i want. Everyday my nerves trembles when he greets me. My hands shakes. I can feel my body trembles. I think i need super power to contain myself.