No I am not that strong. I can't do it no matter how i try. I am feeling like an ice cold soul drifting through the hottest desert. It's because he kept on talking and talking and talking about himself and suddenly he gave me a picture of himself to keep. I felt crushed!! I don't know what does this mean? I know straight guys from his country holds hands even as friends. It's like a culture clash. Does he meant it in a Malaysian way or Nepalese way? He even speaks of future...like travelling together and all..but he says after three years lah. This left me stranded. I felt like i am in a mummification process that happens in thousand of years all in an hour and it kept repeating every hour. I am afraid if i confess i might jeopardize our date for dinner in a few days time. I really can't bare to loose this "thing". I use to say that always be contented and things will work out naturally. It's really different when you are really in the situation. Suddenly you felt really obnoxiously lost.
WALLET - THE BLANK D.I.Y.
4 years ago