Thursday, July 18, 2013

Reach


You would think that having these little little unpleasant feelings are somewhat juvenile. I thought that i would never feel it again. I thought that i am way too old to ever feel it again. Well, I guess these feelings just has no age constrictions. I wish that I don't feel it. It's just unnecessary and causing me pain. Thank god it's not dramatic. Maybe I just don't love this person that much yet, or my attempt of controlling my feelings are working? I contain my feelings this time you see, and not letting my wild feelings run wild, spurting and dripping everywhere. So just hope I'll just manage to stay sane in days to come. 

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  1. Congrats!! Big step achieved, just have faith for yourself. You sure can stay sane ; )

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  2. Hahah Interesting! Hopefully thinks will work out?

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    1. ;) thanks thanks. Hopefully I just don't burn myself. He he he........

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    2. As long as the guy's not straight, there's still a chance... :)

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    3. Wow.... I pray so hard that he is not straight!!! Cuma tak puasa Saja lagi. Ha ha ha ......

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    4. Aiya... If your gaydar is working properly, there's no need for prayers and puasa lah! :p

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    5. Owh!! shit!! I think i need to puasa already. lolzzz.... Cause when i saw him, i guarantee everything is not working properly.

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    8. LOL I wanted to put a picture but it didn't show up properly...

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  3. Having feelings ain't all bad at all times! Maybe it would be different? LOL.. Well, trust ya feelings a lil bit more. You will find the answer to what you want! :)

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    1. I usually go straight to the point you see. I don't wanna infuse in the guessing game and all. So that the gay stuff don't hurt the friendship. Yes or No, start the friendship at a clear clean slate. This time I leave it be, instead of my usual self. hopeful, enthusiast, indulge and execute. Just maintaining at the neutral point. He he he.....

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    2. Well, I have to agree with you. And I guess that it is no easier way to confront and find out. It's hard, but at least, you will know what to do next. Hugs! Hope all will be well for you!!

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    3. He he he thanks. Hope it's a calm and pleasant friendship.

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