Thursday, August 23, 2012

Wishing Him Well 2


I did tell too early after all. Chatted with my friend on the phone for almost the whole night. Well actually until the morning. Like i say these happens in the worst time ever. My friend is not around (first one i called to inform about the "prob") (didn't even bother to text..at ALL) ...the whole place is practically in silent mode. And the weather has to be chilling!! (It makes smoking nicer actually).But i felt like Fever.  The situation makes ....me almost came out to my sister about it...but hmm...i was laying on her lap and i was all mellow. She didn't ask me a thing!!! That was like  the first  time ever i EVER lay my head down on her lap.  I can't believe it that she didn't ask me a thing!! iiSH!!!!! I did felt like crying cause that's  normally what people does at situations like that. Amazingly i have no urge to cry. I guess it's because i have no regrets in this matter. I have visited him when i want to visit. I have done what i want to to do. I have bought him what i want to buy and i have confessed. So no regrets. I am surprised of how i felt ... this is how it feels like when you have done everything and left no "what if's"   So at the end i am only worried of his "being". To be frank the duration is just around 13 hours and these are really super agonizing times. All i can think of is that is he physically alright? I don't even felt cheated or anything, just  "Hope he is okay?" Then in the morning, he texted me to apologize. Well, after all the agony hours of not knowing what happened to him and wishing him safe is all I've asked for? This is a blessing. I am really really really glad that now i know he is well. Thank you guys if you had worried or wished for me. I appreciate it.  

Samir, Thank you  for replying. :)

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  1. I'm glad he is ok but most importantly you at doing good!!

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    1. Thanks DCG... yeah i am feeling okay.

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    2. Sorry for... You know... Not able to be there for you when you needed some one to talk to. ):

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    3. Heyyy...DCG. No worries man. Thank you though for worrying this bit about me. I appreciate it a lot.

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  2. You know, I actually confessed to a crush of mine right after 2 days I slept with him.

    Too soon, and it took me about a year to realized that it's just a fling and it took me about 2 years to let go.

    To be frank, I have yet to let go completely.

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    1. Yeah...i know how that feels... unfortunately one must go through these shit when in such situations. Agonizing pain. Then again... piece by piece will soon be replaced by some height events in your life. Though we never forget cause we are human...but at least the pain will go away..in time.

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