I'm back to work tomorrow after two days off. I hope i could forget and just be free of my self miserable thoughts. Well, kinda look forward to the train moments. Hope tomorrow would be a great great day. Yesterday i had a dream of this guy i kinda like. Bloody sexy and i woke up jacking off. Oh... that was tiring. Some fun at least. Grrr...... why i can't get off this miserable thought of going back to work and meeting with all evil vampires. ????