Grégoire Leprince-Ringuet

Somehow this guy caught my attention. The most brilliant smile and that whole face just light up when ever he smiles. Hahhha... i'm blushing and felt like puppy love. This is embarrassing. Couldn't get a proper picture of him. Try to download his movies and watch him light up your day.

I Just Can't BELIEVE it!!!

The last time i remember , no matter where you go you actually need to be respectful. Regardless of age and actually mutual respect keeps a group going. I seriously cannot believe that both of my sister's Boy Friends doesn't wash their dishes. Am i born in the wrong era or they are just being a typical male?? I don't think males are like that. Unless they are from the Genghis Khan??? This is such  an insult and i seriously don't understand big time!!! To them, my sisters are suppose to do it for them. Whattt????  They are not guest! Guest comes here once a year, not everyday. This is ridiculous. I do dishes. I clean the house. In fact i do most of the cleaning in this house. That makes me a what?  I'm about to burst or maybe i already mentally shove the dishes to their head. Grrrr........ anyway i left their dishes aside when i wash the dishes just now. I'm sending a loud message. I just don't get it!! Shaking my head... (not that one.. it's the one with the brain)

Bulge

Ahh.... woke up kinda late today and have to rush to work. Not many ppl lining up today at the train station. Maybe that explains why is the road are all so jammed. My manager today is really in a great mood. Didn't give me a hard time and that's how i would prefer to spend my last days there. Today is seriously bored at work though. Nothing to see, I guess the cute guys are all on leave today. LOL.... So got back at 7pm today as some last minutes customers dragged my time. so rushed to the train and hope to catch an early train but it did not. It got delayed. *^%#@*^&% Finally when the train arrives i get to stand beside the cutest guy ever!!! I guess its his eyes that makes me kept starring at him. So the train was full of people. It was well pack. This guy that stands in front of the cute guy, actually carries a laptop bag and he pushed it to his bag hence his laptop bag was right in front of this guy's bulge!!!!! So i was faking my sleep in there and had my head face down. But actually i was looking at his bulge. As the train moves i notice that guy's laptop kept brushing this guy's bulge and "the" bulge actually gets bigger. It was well hot and i was out of breath, cause i was so near to wonders and i can't even touch it. All i have to do is just lift up my fingers and i could touch his bulge already. Yes, it's that near.  In a way i felt pity for him because he has no where to turn to  it was so packed that he sort of being trapped there, . LOL.... like being molested with his body tied up. You should see his face. It's like he is being blown, and he has this breathless expression that makes me go crazy. I wonder did he actually cummed or not? ;)

Look at that

It was well quiet today. Sundays in my country is always very peaceful. But it's the opposite when it's afternoon. People starts to come out and enjoy their holiday. I always have thought being alone during your holidays is the best of all. Quiet and can sleep The whole day. Lol.... Well but today i have to work. Today at work was well bored but thank god there are many tourist to look at walking pass my boutique. There are always many to see when all the Europeans or the middle eastern on vacations, Australians, Americans, Chinese, Japanese...and err many more. Got a call from someone i didn't know i missed. A guy that i once hurt before. I never meant to hurt him. I should apologize to him. Then again he reminds me of some wonderful times. Hehehehe.......

A cocktail

Today has been a mixes of emotions hence it's like a cocktail of life. There i was worried of my manager. Just got to know two of my friends has just resigned and when i'm at my new job, i'm practically alone. Does this means i am really getting a fresh start? Maybe it's good. Good for me. :) Though i strongly will miss them. The guy i met yesterday? I text him this after noon apologizing to him about the "situation" yesterday. He just replied
" please don't apologize for things that are not my fault" Well, i thanked him for being understanding, and life goes on. It was a fairly good day but kinda started a bit gloomy. Then.... i think i'm a slut. Looking at cute guys actually makes me feel kinda good. Is there a treatment that they actually make many many cute guys walk in front of you and let us mentally strip them? Then it actually takes our troubles away and feel good. Aiks!!! LOL!!!

Why is the question.

Why is it so difficult that i just want a pleasant man in my life?? From an angel I've decided to settle with a commoner. All i wanted is just a man that i could put up with. Pleasant looking and not sissy. Why? I could see these gay guys all over the streets. All that I've wanted and everywhere and all my friends friend. It's just so common. All the qualities that i wanted is just common. Why is it just not happening for me? It's not just not hurting me. When the moment happens it actually hurts two person at once. I'm sorry at what happened earlier. I really do not know how to react at such moments or situations. How am i gonna say i'm not interested at him? It's just gonna hurt another person.

It Bothers me

At these time i really missed Bumble Bee and Abba.