He came back and wanted to visit my sister and that means he is visiting me as well. When i heard that i got a slight stunt. I'm afraid I'll cry. I have been keeping him out of my mind since. Well sometimes think of him but never contacted him. How? really !! I'm afraid i will cry, and i can't do that in front of my sisters. He only still text my sister. So far i get updates of him when my sister speaks of him. My hair is ugly. I'm in a bad condition. OMG!! Now i have to prepare his birthday present. Arrghh.. this is not good. Secretly excited though. I felt like i should be hiding when he arrives.